What is love?

Remember I wrote something about 'what is love'. I came up with a crappy equation of

L= [(sexual attraction+ inter-dependency) x (material factors/ competitors)] x 70% + (Distance x Time/ reality check - Luck) x 30%

I know it looks stupid... But I felt that its quite funny so if you guys can correct it, add-on to it or comment on another formulae.. PLS do so!

[And my brothers... dont ask me how come I keep having constant PMSes, lost my cool and confidence etc... 'cause the answer is I DONT KNOW! cant seem to do things right nowadays... effort x time (does not =) productivity. ]

Sometimes I just wish I was sitting with you guys in chinese garden kopitiam drinkin coffee, smoking, complaining about the government and discussing about the TOTO accumulated prize.
Sitting by the pool singing our fav songs enjoying the surreal and quietness, leaving pressure and socially aquited bullshit aside and just say what ever we want. How much I enjoyed blabbering all my troubles and headaches to you guys and get really bias-Jacky replies and solutions. Remember Kok used to tell me how good he feels when he reach CG and sees Andy and I laughing our lungs out, as if nothing was more important than that few hours of truthful and REAL happiness. Anyway the r/s stuff you guys advice doesnt help much, but it really feels good and secure to know people are standing by you when you are feeling lost.

Actually, I've been asking myself this question for a long time. Is heaven playing a trick on me or is it a lesson? I guess I have been overly confident for too long and he ( up there) felt that its time to rub my old wounds a little to wake me up and stop hiding behind and take for granted with the shield of my brothers and family back home. Reminding me of the pains.

Friends in Swiss reminded me of March Switerland 2005, the words still rings in my ears " I gave him a Chance, he didnt take it.. I'm moving on"
Hey its not that I didnt want to, I just didnt know how to. I was afriad that friendship might get affected if i proceeded, yet I wanted to care n love more than just friends.. how would I have known I missed a chance, or probably 'cause I really cant handle friendship mixed with essence of love and coward to proceed from 1 level to the next. And when she left for another guy, I freaked. But too late.
(Victoria, if u read this blog, please dont write the name of this person on my comments, thank you!)

"My summer sakura" was the beginning of all my crazy ethics, wonder how she's doing now.
(Kok, Thanks for not writing her name too)

Here comes the pondering part?

How should relationships be developed?

A: Understanding, Love, R/S
B: Love, R/S, Understanding
C: Pure love and faith
D: None of the above

If you happen to choose D, please comment on your point of view. Thank you.

Hmmm.. Reminds me of a song

Eason Chan "Shi Nian" - 10 years

*Nothing beats brotherly love! " Peng you ke yi yi liang tian, huo yi liang nian, xiong di shi yi bei zhi" " Friends can be 1 -2 days or 1-2 years, but brothers are forever"
Loyalty is bigger than heaven for those who are worthy and lucky enough to possess such.