Memories

It's quite incredible that I haven't updated this blog for exactly a year. Isn't it interesting that people only look back on their lives and try to find the wonderful memories after they have lost what they treasure most. Some try too hard to plan for the future and neglected the current, while I as a self proclaim history buff, should have continuoosly looked back and let my past teach me some lessons that I have convinently put aside.

I doubt anyone will be reading this blog anymore, so I guess I can write any rubbish I feel like rumbling.

As the previous entries showed how diffcult a process we've been through to get together, my dearest dearest Mole decided that she no longer have the deep love for her Toad.

Cryin....Brain block...... will continue laterz

The new Era - Positivity & Negativity

Back in Surrey!

Positivity: End of a gruelling n revealing holiday back to Singapore. BAck on track now, all steam ahead to get good results n get a job in London! Shall not let my brother down!

Positivity 2: Travelled back together with Janice, got upgraded to business class on our 2nd transit flight from Doha to London! IT WAS AMAZING! both of us had the opportunity to make toast with Champagne n Chardonnay for a new blissful, happy, lovely, romantic n lucky new year!

That leads me to...

Negativity: Dragging our luggages pass University court, looking up at the window i used to threw stones at .... a gush a bitter sweet sensation stinged our eyes red for a moment. No more throwing stones at Terrance's window n getting cursed.. No more callin him up to bullshit n relax, no more dinners with perry, edd n the whole gang. With him ard, life was so much easier n fun, but I guess I should be happy for him now that he is able to take care of the 2 ladies of his life instead of paying attention to silly me n his stubborn sista! haha! W/O him ard, there're so much more responsibilites I have to bear this time! but I will try my best to uphold my promises.

Anyway, Alpha male theory works only when there r 2 or more males ard... presently.. I'm the only bull with alot of work to do.

The new Era!

Promised MY 2 ladies that I'll work extra hard to get gd results n a gd job in UK. (Fingers crossed). Will be blogging more often now that I'm back..

VOTE PLEASE!

Which do u prefer?

My blog in diary style: With a record of my daily life n activities or more essays, thoughts n ponders?

Intellectual vs inner spirit

Sorry I havent updated my blog for quite a while now, mostly because I find my last entry very self -searching and hope to savour it for a bit longer.

Ok.. Now, when I talk about intellectual, its very obvious its about people with intelligence and IQ. One who speaks and write with vibrance, power and high command of language filled with a huge truck load of encylopedias worth of knowledge.

But when I talk about inner spirit? what comes to mind? religions? ghost? karma? or Nirvana?
If inner peace is your answer, I have to say its right! if u r a buddhist or one who seeks peace. What I'm referring to is much more than just peace, but what is deep inside. It could be anything, it could be heavenly yet it could be horriffic. A person who has murderous tendencies brought up in a church might look, act and speaks about GOD, but it is not the real him. A beast who thinks he is a sheep, will soon smell blood, its eyes turn red and its fangs will penetrate the flesh of his brothers, the sheeps he grew up with.

Now you must be asking, how are the two linked? n what m I trying to imply?

Well, all I want to state is a simple fact that "Don't just believe what you see and hear, theres more to a person that meets the eye"

I honestly believe that a person cant be transformed or programed totally to one so different from his origins. The power of knowledge and the emphasis on personifications in our modern society proves to be a deadly coverup for the beast.

Little red riding hood and the wolf in grandma's clothings is not just a bed time story or fairytale, it is a story written to warn little children not to believe what they see n know how to protect themselves. Sadly I have to say that the victims of the modern day story falls upon not just children but adults, who simply dont see the difference between a butcher with a bible n a professor with a cleaver.

Never judge a person by his packaging, look deeper, unwrap the covers, take a peek into his life and run as fast as your legs can bring you if you see .........HOMER SIMPSON~~~ DoHz!!!!!

~~The End~~~

A song of my past 无赖

Lyrics of 无赖

This is a cantonese song by 郑中基
about a bastard and his life.... was this my past??

Its a great song! Enjoy it!

我间中饮醉酒很喜欢自
由常犯错爱说谎但总会内疚
遇过很多的损友学到贪新厌旧
亦欠过很多女人

怕结婚只会守三分钟诺言
曾话过要戒烟但讲了就算
梦与想丢低很远但对返工厌倦
自小不会打算

但是仍唯独你爱我这废人
出错你都肯去忍
然而谁亦早知不会合衬
偏偏你愿意等

为何还喜欢我我这种无赖
是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩口碑有多坏
但你亦永远不见怪

何必跟我我这种无赖
没大半生还是很失败
但是你死都不变心跟我笑著捱
就算坏我也不忍心偷偷作怪

没有跟的野种飘忽的命途
谁像你当我宝甚黱也做到
旧爱手中一疋布在这刻写句号
只想跟你终老

在地球唯独你爱我这废人
出错你都肯去忍
然而谁亦早知不会合衬
偏偏你愿意等

为何还喜欢我我这种无赖
是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩口碑有多坏
但你亦永远不见怪

何必跟我我这种无赖
没大半生还是很失败
但是你死都不变心跟我笑著捱
就算我也不忍心

还喜欢我我这种无赖
是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩口碑有多坏但
你亦永远不见怪

何必跟我我这种无赖
没大半生还是很失败
但是你死都不变心跟我拼命捱
换转别个也忍心偏偏作怪

Reminds me....

All my smoking Kakis are exactly what is described in the song! So that goes for all of you !hahhaha!!! (Dont wanna mention who.... Kok.... Jianwei... Mel....Bobby.... Andy...... Liang......etc etc......)

Jacky's 25th Birthday!!

22nd/23rd Feb

This Birthday was absoultely lovely! Not because it was exciting or crazy like my 19 n 20 birthday bashes but a sense of apprecation to all n frm friends and brothers I have and treasures dearly.

It all started with Thursday night! With Darling Janice preparing a beautiful mini celebration for me! Couple's heartwarming night.. the best start to all my bday celebrations!

Thursday! ~~~Romance~~~


Janice prepared mini cake for me!


Starting Afternoon 23rd FEB 2007

Thanks to my brudders! sistas! and family back at home celebrated for me in my house over the webcam!( They had good food preped by my mom! at my house! W/O me HOME!!!) but nvm i still really appreciate it! Not everyone is as lucky as me to have such good friends back home! Thanks dudes! n I'll be home sooner than u think!!! Keep my precious red wine intact until I get home, promise will open a good 1!! (KOK!! Hello Kitty have to wait much longer now Hor....Sianz rightz.....)

I LuV u guys! Jianwei, Kok, Curly, Steph and Kim (Derek too, but he had to protect Singapore! so forgiven! Hahahaha)

Night Falls!

My 1st Birthday party in Surrey, UK! with all my dudes and dudettes! It was a hell of a night I tell you!!


Friday! Dinner celebration!!



My Birthday cake~~~Making a wish~~~Me and Darlin Janice



Chinese Takeaway SUPER DINNER!! and TONS OF BEER!!, compliment of Terence, Edd and Perry! Thanks dudes!

Friends in Surrey! Sweet yeah!
Names of the worthy and prestigious attendees:
Jonathan, Melissa, Fiona, Sarah, Soo ling,Ah King, Edward,Perry, Isabelle, Shermaine & my dearest Janice and Terence!

And.. shortly after Dinner......

5! 10! 15! 20! Lets GO!
Edward bullying!
Fiona trying her best to against the master! Too bad.. gal, you aint got what it takes!

Pssst...Janice! Look who's gonez! Hahaha! No! Not Them!


Hahahaa!! You think he's OuT!? You aint seen nothing yet!

And after we had our sumptious dinner n games.........

~~~^^^PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!UNION!PARTY!!!!^^^~~~~~


and there HE IS AGAIN!!!



And Me, n Them, N Us!!

Well, my 25th Birthday ended with a real BANG! all thanks to my greatest friends and buddies! Remember gang! Jacky will be just a phonecall away, no matter where I am in the World! Thank you all!

Valentine's day

Valentine's day

Nv had it better. Honestly, I never had a real relationship survived through till Valentine's day before, so I have to say this is my 1st! Though it would never be as interesting and happening here compare to if I were in Singapore, but it was beautiful and ended off with a sweet glass of pink wine. : D
N of course it wouldn't be a Valentine's day without HER would it. hahaa! Thank you Janice.



Started the day off with a movie "Charlotte's Web" ( Can't believe I read this book 11 years ago! Damn I'm feeling old!)

DINNER at Nandos!

After Dinner we decided to join bro Terrance!
Whom just played some romantic songs over the net to Janice's Sista, Janet back in SGP! I'm sure she loved it! considering the dude spent 3 sleepless nights practicing! hahaa




My little gift package for her to end of this beautiful day! Hmmm... Not to look too far yet, but just hope next year's V-day will be better than this one! With the same girl!! : D

Of Chavs and the Ah Beng

My latest readings on cultural studies ironically is about the UK Chavs(Ah Bengs of SGP) or Uk anti social sub-cultured, gang raptured group of youngsters. While reading up on them, make no make mistakes about it that they prove to be similar in many ways with the Singapore Ah Bengs. Well, the basis of why youngsters get invovled in these sub groups are mostly for thrill, heroism and most of all a sense of belonging. Yet, I realised that Bengism and Chavism can be considered an attitude, a way of life with positive characteristics that are lack of in mainstream culure groups. As individualism (I like to call it selfishnism)prevails as the accepted societal norms, with profit and materialism on these people's top agenda, Bengism and Chavism gives an alternative route to show group integrities and fearlessness, selflessness personalities which was long forgotten,dating back to the periods when civilisations and societies first began. At present times, this can only be seen between army war veterans.

But havin said so, it can also be dangerous, for these youngsters can easily fall into and get invovled with the mafia, gangs and secret societies. Organised crimes are no longer a personality and way of life but more like "Wipe your arse clean for you will become a jail bird" as a matter of fact, for Singaporeans, you'll just be a dead bird when you are caught in pocession of drugs.

Here are some jovile examples : "Of Chavs and the Ah Beng"

Ah Beng Rap




C.H.A.V




Heres a little joke to see the similarities:

Title: When Ah Beng meets Chav (East meet the west) (JPG meet Burberrys)

Storyline: A group of Chavs were given free air tickets to Singapore and decided to visit Boat Quay techno bars and clubs

Imagine if they do understand one another : D

Chavs: Was'up with these wankers? F'ukin this aint no way to dance.

Beng: Oei Si ang mo gao (Caucasian dogs), you not happy wih my dancing is it? Kan ni na! you nothing to do come and kao bei kao bu!(Cry mother cry father or crap talk)

Chavs: Hoi! mate! those pricks're f'uckin staring at us man!

Beng: Oei brather! Si ang mo dio wa lang le! ^(already translated)

Chavs: What'a lookin at bitch! One more stare and I'll slap ya so hard your mama wont recongnise ya!

Beng: Dio si mi dio!! Gor Dio! Lim bei pa hor le si! ^(already translated)

Chavs: Bloody Cunt!!

Beng: Chee bye!! ^(Translated)

And the rest is history, both groups fight, the police siren rings and they run

Chav: Damn! the police are here! F'Uckin lets split!

Beng: Ma Dar Lai liao, siam ar!!

The end!

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